Thought captured from Horror

I was sitting in front of you for a long time,
I did not come in ecstasy,
I was brought in ecstasy,
I will not end.
This heartbreak was celebrated many times before.
I felt like everyone testified that you are mine when your name is in the place.
I was persecuted, I asked me the pain of staying on the way,
I was removed from the path of stumbling.